PinkyBrain

I’m starting to blog less these days. Maybe cause I’m spending too much time with Mr.Goh

Well.. I’m proud to say I’ve quite drinking and smoking. I went cold turkey. Yes.. don’t believe me? Ask Mr.Goh

Mom decided to send my sorry arse to UK by next year. I think it’s a good decision cause I’m spending way too much money here. I need to spend my time/money more productively and UK is one way to challenge myself to be MORE INDEPENDENT! Like what? Wash my own clothes everyday… clean the house… cooking… earn ma own dough without mommy’s help The best thing is I’m going to UK with Mr.Goh…… (for those of you who dunno who the heck i’m seeing lately, well i’ve known him since i was 6years old. he’s like a childhood friend to me and we’ve been going out steadily for the last 3 months… yes, as irony as it sounds im going out with someone i’ve known for almost my entire life! i think it’s great & we luv each other really much)

And to my godsister, we’ll catch up soon When I’m not so busy with my boiboi and you’re not busy with your dating dating.. hehehehe… and ya know what, fuck imaginary spaces lar.. it was a fluke. We could have done much better than that if there were a lump sum money in our face lar…. oh well, mistakes learned

My New 32 inch television. My mom bought it a week ago and I am somewhat enjoying this huge LCD War of the Worlds on Astro. I actually prefer my 26inch tele… tehe…

My bday present… my bling bling pearly bracelet from Sean… Sorry, I’ve not worn it yet

 
My damn shiny gold ring!

 
Swatch Watch… I don’t really wear watches but I’m trying to get the hang of it

See what the Devil sent me…This came in a package earlier from Cheras… ^_^ (Just kidding) And for the other pressies.. thanks everyone. Had fun rippin em apart

btw.. i still don’t know who did this to my car! some idiot placed a for sale sign on my car with my hp number on it…. some joke !

So much to do so little time

My hardcore freelance projects:
I have a RM10k local project on the line to be executed soon.
Another small project for a Spanish client.
Paris Hilton brand will be launched next month.
2 medical major projects based in Singapore.
AND SOME BITCH CLIENT STILL OWES ME MONEY… *mahai*

My pathetic homework:
Video editing
Lotsa printing
Touch up & mounting

Leaves me no time for my personal project I really want to launch my own lil portal of photoshop and flash tutorials. Everyone’s been bugging my arse off to teach em’ how to do it. Well guys! There’s free tutorials online soon. I HOPE I can get it up asap. Time is so precious!

I had my bimboitic days. Truth to be told, I was the super player and a material girl who would do anything to go out with someone who had a status and a big wallet. Who knows better than my friends Iereen or Zain who thought I was amazing at juggling 3 guys at a time. I would dress up scantily and put on 10 pounds of make up everyday. I would appear in every club where I could be seen and be known. I wanted to know what’s in the ocean for me My peeps called me The Asian version of Paris Hilton… I remember last year, when I was with Mr Doctor (my peers use to call him that) I had my ways around what I wanted. At the same time, I wanted more than just going out with Mr Doctor. I found Mr Lawyer in a club (Butter Factory Club in Singapore) while I was clubbing with ‘Mr Doctor’… I wanted to know Mr Lawyer cause he was trying to get my attention. I responded when he came over to talk to me while my ‘then boyfriend’ was dancing with his friends. I actually responded even though I had a boyfriend then. Ignoring whatever causes because I wanted more than just one (actually I met a few guys that night but my ex thought there was only 1 because he was so good looking and he prolly got jealous). BIG MISTAKE. MrDoc beat the crap out of MyLawyer… I ruined everyone’s night. I’ve never felt so bad. His friends (big time players) thought that I MADE a MISTAKE as well. Yupp… the biggest players told me that I should never approach another guy in the same club as my boyfriend. (in fact, I should have never even thought/seen the other guy) After that incident, things weren’t the same anymore. Relationship went sour and what goes around comes around. That was me back then! But things have changed for the better. I think…

In case if you are wondering what happened to Mr Doctor, we broke up. I found out that he was dating other people. And Mr Lawyer? He’s got a girlfriend now. And everyone live happily ever after…

hehe….

Following up, my last exam is on May 7th. I can’t wait for this sem to finish. Cause my next sem will be my last sem of the year… followed by an internship and then I’m finished. I have started searching for uni’s in UK and I may want to try Birmingham since they recognize my cert. I’ve already decided to leave Malaysia. I really want to go.

My drinking & smoking days are over

My partying days are gone

My crazy late nights seem a distant

I’m changing

I spend my time with only my love ones

I work and study most of the time

I hope I won’t change. Although I miss my partying days, meeting new people and drinking like there’s no tomorrow, I think it’s time to prioritize what’s important! Coz my dong dong doesn’t encourage any of the below.  This year I quit smoking entirely. I stopped drinking & clubbing. I stopped fooling around and became a serious lil’ ding dong. I hope the cold turkey doesn’t go in vain…. it takes a steel of heart and a man of balls to quit whatever I did. hahahahaha.

My 2008 birthday cake from mommy

My birthday is tomorrow and I’m unhappy. This is the first time I’m not happy on my Birthday. I have not slept yet. It’s 10AM. I’m really disappointed with someone. I went to see a friend at 4am for comfort and advice. The usual that I normally do after an argument.
The effort I put in is pretty much useless. Almost everything I do is always useless. In business, in my studies, my family and my relationships.

I’m tired.

DIGI can go suck my……. emm……suck my Nic’s cock! I’ve been wanting to cancel my digi line like for whatever!!! Those bloody bastards been sucking me money dry on a FREAKING SLOW ARSE internet…. I piss faster than my Yahoo page loads…. and I’m not joking! PLUS their stupid designing management team is totally brainless. Their whole site is running on flash… fark.. how am i suppose to load my fucking digi site to pay my bill when the whole bloody shit site is in FLASH…YOU KNOW HOW LONG TO LOAD FLASH… IT TAKES FOREVER TO LOAD THEIR PATHETIC FLASH SITE ON THEIR PATHETIC SLOW ARSE MOTHER HAI INTERNET… That’s how pissed off I am with their service!!!!!!!! Damn chat hai steewwwpiddd… So I’m currently using IZZI connection. The only problem with IZZI is the weird 1 inch move to the left antenna and no line at all… but I’m okay with it.. It’s quite fast I’m happy!
What I’m not thrilled about is bloody SingTel releasing their 40mbps! WTF… 40mbps… that’s definitely faster than a whim of fart… and Korea is contemplating on 1gig/sec… Yes…. they have the power to watch all the porn in the world….

STREAMYX wake up!

Greetings earthlings.

I’m blogging with my 4G Izzi connection at this minute. It’s really fast. I’m quite happy with the result after paying a one lump sum of RM874. I was actually quite worried that the connection would be slow. *tehe* My exam is in 3 hours. Will be BACK!

mahaiii…. ham sap loh call me today again. i didnt know it was him. he use his office phone to call me… he knew that i wish he go fly kite himself.. but he still call me.. okay..sua lar.. i talk to him nicely.. show compassion a bit mah…right??
that soh chatt hai ask me to go dinner with him… i was like…. !??$#)$U@$#$*I#…. in my mind lar… i didnt say aloud… i mean isnt it clear to you by IGNORING YOUR CALLS, BEING RUDE TO YOU AND FUCKING HAI SCOLD U ALSO STILL WANT TO ASK ME OUT FOR DINNER!!?!?!??!?!?!?
damn stupid leh… so i was thinking… what if i went for dinner with him.. i eat expensive expensive until he pokai… fart as much as i can and korek my nose in front of him.. will he still want to date me ah?
of course i won’t lar.. i thinking only… ham sap loh like that.. will kongket any living thing… so i told him off nicely, i say i getting married next month. You are invited to my wedding. Want to come or not? I couldn’t contained myself, I laugh with my mouth close and on the other end he was like WTF silence lar…. then you know what happen!? He ask me… you should go and enjoy yourself before you get married!!! So come out and date me lar…

I went speechless…

– for foreigners manglish meaning–
mahaii : your mothers pussy
ham sap loh: pervert
sua lar: nevermind!
go fly kite: go and fuck yourself
soh chatt hai: stupid mother fucker
pokai: broke (or fall down)
korek: dig
kongket: fuck